In Islam they say it takes 40 days of practice to break your ego and bad habits. I firmly believe in 40 days practice to form new positive habits and to break away from the restrictive cycle of anorexia nervosa.
I was referred to eating disorder unit in my local vicinity. I had to be there by 9:00 am for breakfast and would come back home after my afternoon snack.
I remember my first day and the meals that I had to consume in groups.
NHS Eating Plan for First week in recovery and refeeding
Break Fast- 9:00am
(this remained same for whole week, though you can pick between a varied selection of cereals, such as weetabix, frosties, bran flakes, porridge etc)
200 ml Milk
1 Cup of any of the following cereals: Cornflakes, Frosties, All Bran, 2 x Weetabix
200 ml Fruit Juice- Cranberry , Apple or Orange (spoilt for choice)
Morning Snack 11:00 am
200 ml Milk
Lunch 12:30 pm
1 serving of Veg Lasagnia (about 150grams)
1 scoop of mash potato or 1 serving of potato croquette or whatever type of potato is on menu.
Dessert Muller Yogurt
Afternoon snack 3:00pm
Fortisip - not everyone has fortisip, it all depends on your dietitian:( - (you can pick from Strawberry, Tropical, Toffee, Choco, Vanilla and Caramel)
Now what do you eat at home?at home my meal plan included:
Dinner- 6:30pm
1/2 chappati with 1 serving of any curry
or 200 grams of baked potato with 1/2 can of baked beans or tuna with butter and salad
Dessert Fruit yogurt or rice pudding or (whatever I told my dietitian in my distorted mind that I'll be having at home).
Bedtime snack-9:00pm
200 ml Milk and 2 fruit shorties
Hmm so was I skeptical of this meal plan? No, not in the beginning, because so many of these foods were not part of my daily diet at home, so I was pretty much clueless when day after day varied pastas , veg dishes and fish dishes appeared on my lunch menu.
In the first week of refeeding, you are monitored closely for fluctuation, edema and etc. And yes I slept through most of the week, after brekkie (cat nap), after lunch (snored for 30min, was a bliss as my disordered mind completely shut down). Indeed with refeeding chemical balances in your body change and strangely your starved brain starts to function cognitively for once.
hmm I really wonder what secret ingredients they used in my pastas and potatoes to achieve these results:)
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